So my former therapist called me today to check in on me since I stopped session some months ago. I think he's a wonderful man but isn't it funny I feel hopeless kinda lousy when I speak to him. Isnt that a bad sign - I don't know if its me or him. Maybe telling a stranger about my sitch makes me see from the outside looking in. Sometimes I even wonder if he's trying to push me to do the divorce. Dunno. Anyway, that's why I stopped session. I figure I need to just work on keeping up my PMA and the sessions were just bringing me down emotionally. I'm kinda feeling like these feelings are better left suppressed I guess.
