OK missed my timing. He pulled away a little on Tuesday. At least things are a lot more pleasant between us at home.

I have some friends who I used to work with that I go out with once a quarter and I reminded him that I was going out with them last night. He said he didn't remember that. Anyway it turned out that there were 8 of us (all female) and we had a great time. Looks like this is going to turn into a monthly event.

I also told him that July 3rd is a floating holiday and I've decided to take the following week as vacation at the lake and anyone from our family is welcome to join me. He said we'll have to play it by ear. No matter what I'm going. I so need the break! I just plan on enjoying myself and relaxing. I think my 14-year old will probably go with me. The 18 year old has a new job and girlfriend so I doubt that he'll be able to go.

We have our second counseling session tonight after work at 6 pm. After the disaterous first session last week, I am very apprehensive! I'm interested to see where this session leads us and how he reacts to it this time!

As always I'm open to any suggestions anyone may have for me.