Fire's burning out...just smoldering

[blindsided1]

You're right SO2. There is a lot going on. My Bday, K's Bday, looking for a new job, money is tight, I just filed the CS papers with the state (and I still feel bad about having to do that. My Mom thinks it's because I know he'll be angry and take it out on me. But, so what. It's not like I haven't been there multiple times). The divorce will be final this month. Just a lot to cover in June. June, which is supposed to be the best month of the year (it's our birthday month) j/k. I do, however, think OW must be feeling some insecurities if she is going so overboard to talk about her life with H and how wonderful it is. Come on...2 years in and you still talk about it like it's perfect. Hard to believe. But, maybe it IS wonderful...who knows. But, if it is so wonderful, then how come he can't call me when she is around? Whatever. Don't give a sh!t. It's Thursday. MIL is in town, going to dinner with her tonight. BBQ tomorrow night. Saturday, work around the house getting ready for the birthday party. Sunday...rest and play with my daughter.