Ya. Not much else I can do is there. I'm having dinner with Lnlyrzr tonite somehwere in Frisco. That should be fun.
My girls are staying with W overnight since I don't know when I will be back. It just means I keep them over next wednesday night.
How can I go 100 days without talking about W when I will be running into her and interacting with her? You keep it ALL business that's how. Only talk about the kids. I ran into her again at my apartment because she needed some stuff for the girls. I said that was fine. She has a key, go ahead. [color:#3333FF]What!!! Seriously!?! Do you have a key to her place and can go as you please. What part of YOU need to get back RESPECT and STOP being a DOORMAT (Literally!) Dont you get? She's NEVER going to LOVE YOU let alone RESPECT YOU if you let her walk all over you NOT to mention PITY!!! YOU. [/color] Then I got here and she said hi and cya later. I said the same.
I split the xanax in half today. Doing much better from that. Last night I took a full one again thinking maybe I would be fine this time. Well, I was, but then fell asleep. Meanwhile D11 couldn't get me to wake up so she called MIL. Then MIL called W to say I might have had a heart attack. So next thing I know, W is knocking at the door wanting to know what is going on. I told her I was drowsy from the meds and I am going to cut the dosage in half which again, I did today and it worked fine that way. All was fine. But just yet another reason I'm sure for MIL to hold something else against me and give W more ammo. Again! Why do you think having your W feel SORRY FOR YOU and PITYING YOU is going to make her come back. Like EVERYONE has told you it will just make her RUN!!! the other way faster. Women want a STRONG, CONFIDENT MAN not a basket case. STOP!!! all the talk about being on meds and telling her your PROBLEMS ALL TOGETHER. Seriously do you want this M or NOT!!!??? Come on Kev! Time to MAN UP DAWG!!! We're all just trying to HELP. It's up to u to do the WORK!!! No one said it was easy. Keep on truckin!!! I just put basil seasoning on a ham and cheese sandwich with mayo. That was really good. I had never put basil on a sandwich before.
