Well I did it, gave her a letter last night. I knew she would read it and she did. I talked to her this morning. I don't think it will change anything but It hit her hard, I could tell. The pain was clearly visible. She said she never knew I felt like that and that its not making her decision any easier. She also said she wished I hadn't given it to her but I replied with "I thought you should know how I felt because I never communicated that ever before" and we both finished the sentence together.
