Im doing fine. how are you guys doing? So this is what's going on with me....
I met a sperm donor last week, just for a chat to see how it works and to assess his suitability to father some hypothetical children. He was pretty nice- he seemed like a very generous person and was educated and quite god-looking. He said he's be willing to 'give' me two children so I could have full siblings, which would be nice, and that he had no problem with them knowing he was the father and being involved in their lives (albeit in the periphery). It would be by AI, rather than the natural method, BTW. So, I'm thinking about that. It's nice to have the option available to do it, anyway.
No news from H.... I wonder if he'll contact me when he gets the D papers. I'm wondering whether I should warn him they're coming before they actually arrive. I don't particularly feel like doing it, but then it seems like the polite thing to do. Politeness vs self-interest. Which will win?! Maybe there's a happy medium in there somewhere
The renovation team are all getting on with their work. I have three of them here today.... did I post before that the electrician showed up last Sunday and he looked just like Richard Armitage So funny! The new kitchen is looking great though and the guys are all so entertaining- yesterday morning they were all giving me advice on what to wear to work. It's good fun having them about in spite of the huge mess the flat is in.
CEO is OK. Our R has been pretty strained the past couple of weeks since my birthday. I'm not sure entirely what to make of it, but am trying not to worry about it too much. I don't know how to describe it.... a lot of the comfort has gone from the interaction, maybe partly because I've backed off from being friendly and am treating him like he's my boss. Then this morning he initiated a bit of playful banter with me and yesterday he was wanting me to take him to meet my friends again (aside- why would I take my boss 150 miles to meet my friends at the weekend?!). Maybe backing off is working to make him miss me but we'll see. Either way something had to change so watch this space. I'm going to keep on treating him like my boss until he declares his undying love for me.
So, lots of balls in the air, and I'm doing a lot of thinking. Work is going pretty well- I think I'm managing to thaw some of the living dead at the office, and things seem to be picking up a bit socially- lots of going out happening, which is good fun. Takes me back to my youth
