I haven't had much to post the last few days. I have been working and focusing on getting my essays done for the next few weeks. I actually starting writing one of them tuesday and worked on it again on wed and am almost half done with that one, so was really happy and proud of myself bc I have been putting it off for so long!
After the whole text mix up mess, I have just kept my head down and not been worrying about H. So last contact was me saying I'd let him know if I wanted to meet Tuesday after work, then late the night before him saying something came up so he can't make it, but we can make it early next week. I left it, didn't respond. Thought about saying 'ok' but decided that was a waste of a text message.
today I got an email from H saying he hopes my week is going well, sorry he couldn't make it this week, we can meet up early next week. then a comment that he had been to the gym and had felt very happy about it. ending with 'just wanted to drop you a mail'
I don't know what to make of it all. I'm not going to answer right away, if at all. Can't decide just yet.
Last night I met up with 2 other girls and we had chocolates and cake, watched tv and had girl talk. It was a fun, easy going night.
Tomorrow I have my video taped assessment with a role play actor playing my 'patient' for my grad course. Not too nervous YET, but I need to practice today bc I haven't practiced much. I'm sure I will be nervous by tomorrow. eek!
I've had lots of crazy dreams lately. some a little scary and others just confusing. In one of them last night I asked H if he was going to bring the Wii back for me. and in the dream he said 'no its mine' and I said 'No its ours, just like everything else in this house' and I said that is the only one I like to play you can have all the rest(xbox, playstaion, etc). I didn't get to see how that dream ended bc I woke up. very strange.
Me-27 H-28 M-2.5 yrs T-8.5 yrs No kids B 1/09 S 2/09
