Just so you know...

[bluerain]

What a change. I just cant believe it... oddly enough, I have this strange sense of having "won" and now I keep having this idea that I will just walk away from him. I know that thats not what I really want, but its strange to notice it.

I went up to Anchorage to apply for a job at a liquor wholesaler, I actually have a really good background for this, and it would be a godsend if I got this job. So, I took monday off, drove 250 miles on sunday, spent the night at a friends and spent all day monday filling out their paperwork and getting my background check documentation together. The job description said that I had to apply in person. Once I filled out and accumulated everything, I handed it in and the receptionist said ok, well call you in a few weeks.

I had to apply in person for THAT? I couldnt have faxed these things in? I took great pains to do this, I gotta say, I expected more! This was a 500 mile round trip! Im so disappointed! I really thought that I would at least speak to someone who was important! grumble...grumble...

So cross your fingers for me! This would be a really good chance for me. My current job ends August 30, I dont know what Im going to do after that, Ive applied everywhere but Safeway and McDonalds, and I could use a break!