No news to report other than I'm pretty depressed these past couple of days. Not exactly sure why, ex keeps popping in my mind & I just can't get him out. I really miss him so bad & just think about how close we once were & how much in love we were & how he could go off with someone he doesn't even know.
I'm trying to cut back on my antidepressants but I guess that is not going to work right now. I'm doing it slow but I guess I shouldn't cut back at all right now. I have this wedding on Saturday that is really going to be hard.
Ok, just wanted to journal a little bit. Sorry I'm down but I will get through it. Thank you for being here & listening!
