Go back and read your first few posts and then tell me..no us... if that person would have ever done what you are doing and about to do????
You are doing great. I'm not going to kid you. I have rough days where I am a mess... you have read my thread. But everyday gets better and every day opens up a new insight to yourself.
When I was your age I thought I had the whole world in front of me.... You have it made. The sweet thing about it is that you will have a choice one day. Whether you like your independent life or want to be back in a relationship. Maybe your husband who sits around thinking you need him may find himself wondering what he has to do to make you give him more attention.
Orchid, I don't know what you have as far as close friends. I get the impression that people who end up on these boards are the ones who devoted their whole life and existence to their spouse and families. in my case that means not having a lot of friends to start off with... but more and more I return to the person I once was... outgoing and friendly to strangers...
You are a great person, the neatest thing about being a great person is that it will be your choice if you decide to be with someone in the future.....
don't worry about the future okay.... The only future you need to worry about is the overpasses on your trip... anything less that 14 feet...avoid
Seriously though... one day you and I and PH and mmt are going to be shooting emails backand forth and we are all going to be happy!
