He really expected me to freak, set up the conversation with anticipation. I love that I am not so predictable anymore. And I like letting go.
Sweeeeeeeeeeeet!
Honestly, I keep waiting for the wave of flip out emotions and they just aren't coming. Differentiating. I need to do it so my kids can to. Trust me, this is one f'd up mothrf*cker trying to breed again but I just feel so removed from it...and normally, i'd be panicked and spouting off about it to my family and whomever but I just don't even feel like it is my business.