Sorry to hear about what your W is doing. I found a text last year that my W sent that said I love ya, so I know exactly how you feel. Getting kicked in the balls would feel better than seeing what you saw.
I have to agree with Coach and PDT above that you need to step back, calm down and re-evaluate your sitch. You need to do what is best for you and take emotion out of your interactions with your W from here on out. She is having her cake and eating it too and that is allowing her to do whatever she wants without taking your feelings into consideration.
Take care Tim, you will get though this.
Thanks Tim I know what you have been through with your wife, and the rare times I stop in here lately, I always look to see how you are doing. I knew you hadn't been around for a while and was wondering...saw the latest posts.
What about Steady?...do you guys ever hear from him any more?
You're right...no emotions...not my strongest suit, but have a few days to practice.
Today was up and down, but thankfully work was a little busier than normal...kept me occupied.
The dog and I are in for some pretty deep conversations the next few days.
