he was back, i think

[mdoodles]

im not ok. did alright during the day but now im sad.

took my son to a birthday party. last time we were at that party place, life seemed good and h was home.

people ask me about the store and i go on like its great, when i know its going to close.

i miss him. i spoke to him before and it sucks.

i want him to be here.

is it the game of winning him? i dont even know anymore.