I feel a little better now.

Kerry, I think your right. I'm focused on the whole big mess all at once. Mainly financial. I'm in a mess.

I'm trying my best to move forward and take care of what I can. I feel like I have this gremlin who is oblivious to the fact that she wanted me out of her life and that I am busy cleaning up the mess she helped make.

I'm doing the best I can right now and no matter what she is going to keep doing this. It's just becoming a daily thing again and I thought it would be the opposite once things were final.

My fault on the expectations.

I know how to deal with her, I have been there a million times, she just hit the right button at exactly the right time today.


Don't stand still.