HUGS.. You are a very special person. Don't let anyone tell you otherwise! The things you did for husband were great, the timing is off. The dance you are involved in is complicated.
Just remember that everything will be OK. Live one day at time. The R will continually change. Every choice you make has the potential of pushing spouse farther away or drawing spouse closer. Be very aware of his reactions and stop doing what pushes him away......
HUGS
"What is best for my kids is best for me" Amor Fati Link to quotes: https://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=2879712
