I recently realized that I still WANT my W back home (as I miss her very much and still love her) but I do not NEED my W, and my IC thinks that is great. When the bomb first dropped I was not sure how to go on without her but I have found a way and think I am doing well. I have my moments and I pray for strength everyday as I still pray for W.
The kids: S15 is doing ok, he is still mad but he is used to our arrangement. S13 is not doing as well, he missing his mom very much and even his grades have dropped off, so, W & I have a meeting on Monday with his teachers to discuss the end of this year and how to handle next year. Its a little sad as I realize this means W is planning on staying away from "home" next school year
Yes, most times I am at peace and sometimes wonder if I should feel this good...kind of feel guilty for not being more miserable but then realize that I did not cause this situation...not sure how to explain this???
