Well it means you are still married in the eyes of the state. That's all. It doesn't mean your W has changed her attitude about you. So like everyone's been telling you, just keep working on yourself to make you a stronger person.

Let the changes come naturally and build yourself up.

M-43 W-40
2D - 9 and 5

Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet a new life.

RECONCILED AND WISER