Things are actually good with me. I'm remarried- to a guy who was a betrayed husband ( what a strange pair we make huh? ). I've grown alot in reading and studying and I'm strong enough to say I'd never have another affair.
My ex and I are not friends- although I've asked for his forgiveness. He hasn't given it but I'm okay with that because I understand in a way. It's his choice. He's remarried and it seems to be okay. He's remarried to someone I've known for ages and she and I can communicate good about the kids. They are 13 and 7.
I do have alot of guilt over what happened. I probably always will- but yet I'm moving forward.
