The Wa's are very mixed up. They are unsettled, unhappy for whatever their particular reasons are. And they don't change over night. We just don't notice as they are changing.
You are lucky to never have begged or pleaded. It doesn't feel very good during or after.
As to your wondering if he misses you? H might. Maybe not right now. Maybe later. Down the road.
Please do yourself a favor and read postings by the WA's in the other forum. You will learn so much about the WHY from then. They have almost helped me more than any other postings.
Read and post to other people. That will get more people to visit your thread. You will get a circle of people that will check on and support you.
Me 45, H 46, S 23, M 26, Together 30, Bomb 6-2-08, S 6-19-08; H left 12-29-08. H home 12-09, Still MLC in 2012! Me- I have my big girl panties on. Bring it.
