Fire's burning out...just smoldering

[blindsided1]

Thanks SO2. It makes me feel good that you think I am strong. Some days I don't feel so strong. Today is one of those days. I don't know why, but I do. I still snoop it never makes me feel good. I can see his FB page and stupid OW is always putting stuff on it about them. I know it is her way of trying too hard to show everyone how "perfect" their life is. She calls him her man and she has 4 kids (including MY daughter). I suppose its better than NOT acknowledging my daughter. But, who the F does she think she is? Seriously? I just need to tell myself to stop. I have to. It's ridiculous to continue to hurt myself and give her any opportunity to hurt me with her BS. Someday. Someday. She'll find out exactly who he is.

I was reading an old post by JenInVen. I cried reading about how she had been fighting so hard for her M and her H. Then he was shot. Just like that...you can lose someone so quickly. She contacted OW after that to tell her exactly how she felt (email, I think). Someday, I want to let OW know exactly how much damage she did to my M, my family and his family. I want her to feel like the piece of crap she is.