Fire's burning out...just smoldering

[Startingover2]

Yeah, don't file on your bday. Get it overwith and done and try and put it past you. I remember having to sign my final papers. I put it off for weeks and finally I thought...why? Its not going to make a difference and if exh and I were going to get back together we could get remarried..(excuse me while I barf as I thought that would happen). Blindsided, show your H you are ok. Show him you are strong. Keep going with the CS and on with your life. Sometimes when I am down I think of how strong you are.