S3 is on antibiotics for the next 3 weeks.. ugg....
H has been so distant, I don't know what the frig is going on with him, sometimes I think he just stays with me because he doesn't think he can get anyone better...
i know I know...
me: 37 H: 44 Married for 18 years this june S7 S3 porn issues, and much more... since 7/06
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
I don't think that is necessarily a good thing though.
H had issues at work yesterday , so he will be working late tonight, so that means can't go out. No big deal, this is what happens when your self-employed.
Our anniversary is monday, can't beleive its 18 years, I asked him last night if we were going to do anything, he said we could go to dinner... he was in a bad mood, don't know why, i just ignored him. I have to try and not let his moods effect me, but its hard.
so just me and the boys today. Need to find something to do with them.
me: 37 H: 44 Married for 18 years this june S7 S3 porn issues, and much more... since 7/06
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
I don't think that is necessarily a good thing though.
H had issues at work yesterday , so he will be working late tonight, so that means can't go out. No big deal, this is what happens when your self-employed.
Our anniversary is monday, can't beleive its 18 years, I asked him last night if we were going to do anything, he said we could go to dinner... he was in a bad mood, don't know why, i just ignored him. I have to try and not let his moods effect me, but its hard.
so just me and the boys today. Need to find something to do with them.
me: 37 H: 44 Married for 18 years this june S7 S3 porn issues, and much more... since 7/06
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
I don't think that is necessarily a good thing though.
H had issues at work yesterday , so he will be working late tonight, so that means can't go out. No big deal, this is what happens when your self-employed.
Our anniversary is monday, can't beleive its 18 years, I asked him last night if we were going to do anything, he said we could go to dinner... he was in a bad mood, don't know why, i just ignored him. I have to try and not let his moods effect me, but its hard.
so just me and the boys today. Need to find something to do with them.
me: 37 H: 44 Married for 18 years this june S7 S3 porn issues, and much more... since 7/06
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
The day didn't start off that good, Ran around all morning then had to go to the dr.s because ive had a pain in my side for 3 days...Dr. thinks maybe its my appendix.. he sends me to the imaging place with S3 in tow... ahhhhh then they make me drink this god awful stuff and tell me to sit for an hour and a half... uuuuhhhhh.. are you guys nuts??? I said i can't sit here for that long with a 3 year old!!
So I had to leave drop him off at the house, wait for my mom to come and then go back to drink some more wonderful crapola. Then have the test done, and have to wait for the results.
Everything is fine, they think it was a cyst that bursts.. didn't get home from there until 4pm... all day without eating.. I feeling like doggy do right now.
H calls and says his machine isn't working and is delayed, and just said don't worry about it, we'll go out another time.
I call him and just left him a message that i was going to pick up chinese... he got alittle upset and said he was leaving the job, but mind you the job is 2 hours away, I said I can't wait until 8pm to eat, I haven't eaten all day and Im wiped out from drinking all that stuff..
So today was a bomb.. its ok, whatever, life happens, I can't get upset over stuff like this.
S3 is really acting up these last 3 days, I don't know about terrible 2's , what about terrible 3's.. boy he knows how to push me...
Anyways, tomorrow we have to do a home show and I have a sitter coming to watch S3 all day and then get s6 off the bus. So I will actually be able to have a conversation with adults... hope i remember how to do that ...
me: 37 H: 44 Married for 18 years this june S7 S3 porn issues, and much more... since 7/06
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
