I had a better day yesterday; determined to start making my life something wonderful and assuming that he wont be there to spend it with me. There is no alternative now but to keep moving forward. I have a daughter who needs me and a mother who is unwell. I also need to sort out my health. he has no inquired once about me or my health and neither my mothers.
That is so clear.
Bottom line; I want to be with someone who loves me and who cares about me.
MLC or not, it is his journey.........I have to live mine, to the fullest.
He has made his choices for the moment.....that is that. It still hurts like hell but I have to live with the pain and look forward with my daughter. I miss my husband but he seems to be completely gone.
Going dark seems to have made no impact. I have to accept this for what it is.
As we all have, up and down days.......at least we can share here with people who understand......thanks everyone
