I do not think that it woud help my sitch to tell him. It is just that it is like the pain is talking to you...telling you that if only you could make the H understand HOW BAD this hurts, aches, debilitates, and how wrong it FEELS...there would be no way he could continue on this path. He might not find it humanly possible to do this to someone.
Yeah right.
I feel so irrational right now. Is it normal to feel like there are people out there who are happy about this? I mean, I just got paranoid today for the first time that there are people "friends" we have that might get a kick out of us splitting up. I am sure this is ridiculous...since EVERYONE I KNOW is sad, and just as confused, shocked, surprised as I am. But is this a normal fear?
