Well I just accidentally blogged on hopeful_cb 's blog.... I don't know where my head is today!
But, thank you for the boost in confidence! It is true....no male ego to slow me down! Ha!
I was thinking about what u said @ me having gotten this far ..... Not really sure what I have accomplished yet. It seems to me I am further away from stability than ever! It's what I have always been searching for - the main difference is that in this past 5 weeks now , I have realized that no other person can give me the stability I need. I need to create that myself for myself! This cannot involve anyone else. I guess that is something.
The feeling I am working on now is that ....,," I am lagging behind." I am the oldest in my family & yet both my siblings & all my cousins are married, settled in their marriages, most have children, & all have their careers. I am finally starting my career - only to lose my M!
Life is seriously Ironic.,,,just like Alanis song! Ha! Ok, time for me to get some sleep! I pick up my truck tomorrow morning at 10am!
