Oldtimers: IS Mlcer good parent after crises?

[peacetoday]

XH got in accident
I think those presciption drugs are affecting him for the worse
so Sunday was son * bday party and H didnt show
He said something was wrong with his tires..so the party was successful with No XH there
I am doing OK sometimes I feel alone in the sense that no one to help me with my kids
XH seems like he is spinning lower..I just pray he hits a bottom so he can maybe become a better person
now he is a constant liar
he seems like an animal
no concious or maybe he doesnt even know right from wrong
the accident happened night he told me he would NOT pick up pizza for sons bday party
wonder if the Karmic law isnt catching up
I do not wish him harm..only enlightenment
peace