Thanks all,

I have been rereading the posts each day. They help me through the day.

Tonite I went to D11's awards ceremony. She will be going to middle school next year. It was really good.

W was there and sat next to me. She wore another pretty dress.

Anyways, yes, I need to be very careful with the xanax I learned last night.

I am reading a book called conquering your giants. And yes I plan to read the others that have been suggested to me.

I'm getting tired of seeing W because it hurts everytime. On the other hand, I am glad to see her and put my best foot forward in front of her.

She has to be noticing things. Last night she brought up how I don't drink anymore which has made me healthier. We are back at home tonite after the show.

I'm tired.

Kevin


Me 36, W 37
M: 08/02/97
D13, D9
1st Bomb 02/08
Reconciled 04/08
2nd Bomb: 09/08
W filed for D 02/04/09
Separated 03/09
D dismissed 06/09/09
Still separated...