I think I understand what your saying Ian. Live life and whatever happens....well happens.
I think a lot of it has to do with this time of year. It all started around now back in 07. Then the bomb came in May of 08.
I'll be fine. I guess the questions that I have are ones dealing with the kids. Will I be able to look them in the eye and say without a doubt that I did all I could.
I have either avoided or turned down going out on a dates. I'm a long way away from anything serious, but at this same time...well I don't have to tell you. You have been there. It would be nice to spend a little time with someone. Again I'm not really looking for it but hey if it happens it happens.
