Kalni, I am reading a wonderful Christian book called TheShack and written by William P. Young. I would like to share something with you from the book. When I read this, I thought of you.
In this particular part of the book, the author is comparing a bird and its ability to fly to a human's ability to love. This is a conversation that God is having with a man who is full of pain and anger (I won't say why because I don't want to ruin the book for anyone who may want to read it.)
"Most birds were created to fly. Being grounded for them is a limitation within their ability to fly, not the other way around."
"You (referring to the man) on the other hand, were created to be loved. So for you to live as if you were unloved is a limitation, not the other way around."
"Living unloved is like clipping a bird's wings and removing its ability to fly. Not something I want for you."
"Pain has a way of clipping our wings and keeping us from being able to fly. And if left unresolved for very long, you can almost forget that you were ever created to fly in the first place."
Kalni, my wish for you is that you fly...that you love and are loved to the fullest.