I ended up just browsing the Internet & then went to sleep. Today was ultra busy & I'm feeling under the weather ...... So the day has just wizzed by. At 1:30pm or so H called. I saw it was him & panicked! Why was he calling, there is nothing to discuss... I felt unprepared & so just didn't pick up. He left a voicemail & said he was just calling to see how I was doing....& that he will call me again later.
He's probably worried about me moving. I want to call him but I don't know what to say. I feel like I'm not in a good enough of a mood to talk to him. I'm not weepy or anything but just very tired! I just so don't want to exhaust myself more.
It's scary that I feel this exhausted & I am responding by not wanting to talk to him!!! How will I keep up with him & our M after I start work & I am just exhausted then?
