Somewhat recovered from last blunder. ??!!!?? Just a tough time. Son leaving for school in July. Changes abound! H has been conspicuously absent Sat and Sun mornings. Sat his phone was off all day and he says he went for a hike around a local lake. Then on Sunday a.m. I asked if he wanted to go for a hike/or beach walk and he said no...he wanted to go to the gym. He was gone most of the day, and when he got home he said he met some new people in the sauna after the workout and had a GREAT conversation about education and continued it at a local coffee place. All I can think is WOW! H would rather spend time with complete strangers than me and his family.
We have been intimate numerous times this last week. I feel pretty sucky right now. Good enough to sleep with but not interesting enough to spend time with on the weekends. I have not been waiting around either....I did my own thing on Saturday and Sunday....gym, breakfast out, awesome 5 mile hike, movie, Anyway...I'm tired of my own complaining (as I am sure you are!!!!!), but decided to write it down here so maybe I won't verbalize it to anyone else (out loud anyway!). Thanks for listening.........
