Oh, thank you so much everyone. From the bottom of my heart, thank you, thank you for your support today.

H just called me and he could tell by the sound of my voice that something was wrong. I took a spray of my Rescue Remedy (homeopathic stress remedy) and told him calmly that I need full transparency to move forward, no matter what the outcome of our marriage. He did say that he didn't know what to say to me anymore, that there is nothing else he can do to prove or disprove anything. True---he destroyed any and all evidence already. But he still insists that there was no PA only a friendship.

Big sigh...


Me 39, H 41
M 17, T 21
Son, 4
Bomb 2.09, Two EAs
Separated 8.4.09
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