he was back, i think

[mdoodles]

h is not home, for the last week, assuming he is with ow.

i never make the decision to end it, so no, i dont want to end my marriage.

what i want is the fantasy of the following:
h wakes up, sees how he is messing up our lives, comes home, apologizes, end its permanently with ow, we attend counseling and live happily ever after. lol.

sounds good, right?

my h said he called his lawyer last week, i have yet to hear anything.

the store? the store is still operating but will most likely close any day, we cannot afford to still operate it. we are trying to sell it.