I just needed to vent. If I don't do it here, I will eventually go OFF on her. I can't do that. It just makes crazy even crazier.
That's it though, I was kid free last weekend and would have loved to have them. I have had my fill of going out or having drinks or whatever. I don't date, but I've been doing a few new things that are enjoyable. I just get upset when she has the kids and choses to dump them. I would rather have them.
