"BS!!! fb2!! What exactly do you mean? You may have forgotten ..."
K, Yes I'm full of it and maybe getting a bit old and forgetful and it must be so frustrating for you. What I mean is that YOU are really not giving it 100% (forgiveness included). You have done a LOT but you are still stuck. I think bashing your H is counter productive and so is cheering you on to "file". I suggest you ask for help from a husband and wife team on here 'coach' and 'greek' so that you may get a more balanced perspective and that you turn to God for more guidance. That's all I have for now.
