Thank you Wifey... I already made my 2 do list for today! I am definately faking it today, but tht is OK! I think about this alot...and often wonder..if he did tell me he was coming back today...would I want that? I DO think we both need growing, otherwise what is the point of all of this? There HAS to be a good reason. Thank you for reminding me that I am early in the process. I know that although it seens like the last 2 months have been more like years, it is a long process, and will not change for the better over night. I really appreciate your input...it really helps. Thank you, n
