Thanks for much for writing. You're an angel to help so many people who are in so much pain.
It seems like last week was easier than this week. Maybe the grey and rainy weather is having an effect on me.
Detaching is difficult. I have detached in that I never begged or pleaded and I haven't contacted him and am friendly and upbeat when he brought my stepson over last week. But inside, I'm a mess. I'm completely sad and lonely and I think about him/us almost all the time.
I don't get it, how can you be such an important part of someone's life and then they disappear? Doesn't he miss me at all? How can we at least be friends when he never calls or eamils?
He's supposed to come tomorrow and move his stuff and I don't know if I should be here all PMA and help him or if I should be gone.
Me 40 WAH 43 T 4years M 9 months stepson 9 H left on 5/17/09
