Wifey... you'll love this... I wimped out on "traditional labor" and had three C-sections! LOL
Thank you for your words.
Personality-wise, I am, TOTALLY, impatient, a little bit of a spoiled brat, and fairly non-confrontational... (Gee, sounds like a winner, eh? LOL) So, your synopsis of "It sounds like I can't do better because...." is pretty much spot on... MAYBE ALL of the reasons, but most of all, cowardice to move beyond the settling, and onto happiness due to the fright of failure.
THANK YOU for your words and thoughts.
Me-46, D-21, S15, S13
After many years w/my head in the sand... I FILED Divorced 6/2011
The average woman would rather have beauty than brains, because the average man can see better than he can think.
