You are ok without your H...and most likely better off. I hear ya on how hard it is, but these two are very smooth and have a way of major mind games that keep us right there if we let it. You have come so far in putting distance there and starting your new life. I keep throwing myself under the bus!
You are beautiful! You have a beautiful daughter! This will not last forever for you. Someday someone special is going to sweep you off your feet and give you the life you deserve.
Me: 46 FWS: 36 Married and Divorced 4/07, Pregnant 7/07,False R 7/07 Baby Girl born 3/08 Kicked him out because OW: 7/08 5/10 He realized what he had and lost. Moved home! REMARRIED 3/14/11!!