Not too much to update.

Nothing much has changed in the job situation.

I have been getting things done at home. I actually wallpapered my D13's room.

Yesterday I filled out a 62 page application for a housing rehabilitation program. Our house is over 100 years old.We desperately need a new roof, and do not have the funds right now.

I don't know if we will be approved or not, but I had to try.

This is the stuff that still gets to me.

I am in this financial position through no fault of my own and I hate it.

My MIL will never pay back the $47K she owes, but she still continues to support her other Son and his wife instead of paying us back the money.

Eventually things will fall into place for us I know that. I just hate struggling and wold love to have a little break once in a while.

End of pity party!!!

There can be no testimony without a test.
I am praying to go through this test and come out the other end with a new and better marriage then before.