Look, let things roll a little. Hold off on the family game night until you get a hold of your emotions. I am not going to give you a 2x4, just a gentle reminder.
You have a long way to go yet. Be kind to yourself. And sitting and reading is a good way to pass the time. For me, I try to go and do something every day and be in the moment. I like to read, fish, camp, and lots more.
Try to distance your brain. Be calm, cool, calculating. Plan ahead for your interactions. When she does come around, don't watch her every move or try to nuance the tone of her voice, how she stands, or where. Focus on your D7, not her.
Try to even out the roller coaster a little. For you. For your D7. Easy does it.
Me 45, H 46, S 23, M 26, Together 30, Bomb 6-2-08, S 6-19-08; H left 12-29-08. H home 12-09, Still MLC in 2012! Me- I have my big girl panties on. Bring it.
