thanks everyone.

dinner with my friends was nice, i did enjoy myself.

yoyo, people do tell me when i will know to be done, and u are right, im not there yet. when i think that i am, and believe i thought i was last week, i always fall back.

im not done yet, and i need to accept that instead of force it upon myself.

i am not on ads. ive come this far without that, and i do not feel that i need them at this time. i get up, get dressed, and go about my life to the best of my ability and really do ok.

im sad, but not depressed. which i guess is a good thing.

i will see h today.


me: 31
H:29
Son:5
m:8 years in november
t:10 years
first bomb: 10/06
moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08
ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06
d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08
moved home:3/09 out again 5/09