Thanks 25yrs and Karen. I know it's a huge wishlist but I guess I had to start somewhere, otherwise I might end up with another self-centered guy because I wasn't paying attention.
OMG, you won't believe, I got ANOTHER e-mail from MIL. She sent me on another guilt trip! Big time! This time however, I didn't feel guilty, I felt angry.
I felt angry that she is putting pressure on ME. I felt angry that she can't see beyond her own needs. I am angry that she doesn't place any responsibility on HER son to be a good dad or to help along the relationship between her and the children. I felt angry that yet again, it's my fault that I refuse to take them to see her.
Wow, I am getting sick of this attitude. So I sent off a reply that basically said that I went thru a lot these past two years and am in no state of mind to take this trip. That she is welcome to come and visit if she wants.
I know I won't hear the end of this but I feel she is making it worse because I DON'T NEED THIS STRESS NOW.
One of my BF today informed me that she is moving out of the country so by the end of the month she will be gone. Bummer.
More and more my mind of moving back home is solidifying and getting away from all the stress of weekends is pretty attractive. I am at the end of my rope with H not following through with things and not know what goes on every weekend.
Enough of that family!!!
Me:39 H:40 S:9 D:7 First Bomb ONS:June 07 Second Bomb OW: March 08 Separated: March 08 M:15 yrs T:18 yrs H deep into A with OW Achieved ACCEPTANCE May 30, 09
