Thank you for posting. It makes me feel like I didnt know my h at all. I never thought he would ever leave us. He would always say that he couldnt imagine living without us. I really dont think they were just words, I truly believe he meant them. When he lost his job after 11 years on the force, he just never recovered, even though he put up a front. I stood by him and told him it didnt matter, but it did matter to HIM. When we seperated, he said he wanted to start over and wanted different companionship. This young girl is what I USE to be. I use to be skinny and full of energy at 26. Maybe that is what he missed. Sometimes I think maybe I should of tried to be full of energy more. Maybe I should have wanted to go out to eat every weekend. I wish I would have known it was this serious with him. I thought at one time I caught him looking on an internet dating site, but when I walked up he closed it. Now, I am pretty sure he was looking, but I didnt want to nag to him about it. Didnt do me any good not to nag did it. It's like I thought maybe a couple times he wasnt acting right, but then again I didnt want to NAG! I wish I could read about some WAH or MLC H's stories somewhere, I think it would help. Hang in there!
