Thankyou peace for your time and interest.......it means so much at the moment..... yes, he rewrites history.... I just think that now i need to fully go dark and drop the rope. I need to concentrate on me..... The more I view his behaviour the more I see that it is about where HE is at........ Not believing that what he is saying is truth is hard when he does such a convincing job of making it sound so real; so determined. I will ring my consultant this morning; I know that stress is not helping my condition but I do think that there is something else there, the pain has been so extreme. I am leaning on God now, to save me, my family and my husband. And ultimately, if it is God's will, my marriage.
