Screwed up-back to square one

[2inlimbo]

I started doing a 180 in April. H moved back into the bedroom but still no sex. But we were making a LOT of progress- nice talks, quality time, making plans. Then this weekend I got upset that he went to the baseball game with a female coworker. 4 coworkers share 2 baseball tix, so it's sort of random who ends up at each game. It's just he's good freinds with her and it makes me jealous, so I moped around and sulked all day before he went to the game. Then I was stupid enough this am to express how hard it is for me when he goes out with her. (He's assured me there's no A, and I believe him, but when he's out having fun with her, and I'm home sweeping up the kitchen, it's hard not to get jealous.

I need to keep a PMA, act as if he will tell me he loves me in am, lose more weight (down 14#) and keep exercising. Spend more time with the kids, make plans with friends, pray, pray, pray. STOP talking about the R, ask him lots of questions and LISTEN, affirm him and compliment him when the occassion arises.