a) see what I get from H when he returns and plan my next move from there (while of course generating mojo in the meantime). b) make some bold decisions NOW and lay them out for him when he returns (these range from money, filing for D, moving, major majors). c) plan on going dark d) plan on being friendly e) find a cute bartender to shack up with, become an alcoholic, join AA in ten years and blame my disease for all of my stupid decisions.
I doubt one session with anyone is going to settle any of this. I am not going to pay to spend an hour parsing my past...I've done it too many times. I need actions, solutions, some pathway to MY truth. I think I'll skip both and read The Gift of Change instead.
I'm so tired of this sh*t. But anyway, back to my PMA. Rah, Rah, Rah.
