I am feeling rather sad today. I'm tired from all the lifting & packing & am nervous about the coming week. I am so exhausted packing that the thought of UNPacking & then sorting it once I get there - is enough to bring out the waterworks!
It's been a week since I last spoke with my H. And damn, I am missing him tonight. I know he is not going to initiate any contact & I am praying tonight for some patience. I keep thinking to myself so many negative thoughts @ our R. Not useful in any way & yet, the negativity is just enveloping me today. Maybe cuz I decided to Not attend a family wedding & today I was writing out a card & a check for them & signed it from both of us.....it just....I don't know....
I think I am going to go watch some tv....I need a distraction.
