I think most of my family would be judgemental. Sad, but true.

But I did make a new friend today.:) I called a woman from the church who is the "angel" of the prayer chain. She was very upbeat, encouraging, and positive. She gave my numbers of other people who I can call and meet. It's all about GAL, isn't it.

The hardest part is when I'm home alone. It's not that I can't live alone. I just prefer the shared life. I took him for granted, I guess. I become sad and depressed and down on myself. Today I cried 3 times. I'm a sub. teacher, so now that the school year is over and I've found myself alone, I have way too much time on my hands. I'm going to look for a part-time job. Thank god I have a dog and a cat.

Should I be here when he moves his stuff out? I miss him so much. I just want to wake up and discover that all this was just a nightmare. The not knowing about our future is the worst part.

Me 40
WAH 43
T 4years
M 9 months
Stepson 9
H left on 5/17/09

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