thank you. i do deserve a nice night out! we all do.

i just checked your thread, i see u have reached a point where u are ready to give up and let go.

my problem is that i think i reach that point, and then i revert back.

its like we have held on so long, it becomes second nature to do so.

me: 31
H:29
Son:5
m:8 years in november
t:10 years
first bomb: 10/06
moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08
ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06
d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08
moved home:3/09 out again 5/09